never letting go…. <|3
i dont know what happened or what went wrong. it really upsets me that nothing is what it used to be, i still LOVE you with all my heart &_ your still the only one &_ will always be the only one that knows everything about me &_ that i trust 1OO percent. i miss you so much, i really do. i wish i could tell you this straight out but i dont think you care to hear it. you mean everything to me &_ still do. i miss all the nights we used to chill, me you & morgan or just me & you<3. you were always the one to make me laugh & there wasnt a day that your name wasnt in my inbox on my phone, but now i havent got a true laugh in a while & my inbox is empty without you<|3. this really bothers me a lot that this isnt everything it used to be. i miss getting random texts from you & talking to you all night texting, i miss having you to talk to about every little thing no matter what it is. i miss talking on the phone with you<3 & everything else. i love you so much & this hurts me so much, its always on my mind but i try not to show it. it gets me mad to because i feel like you dont even care, i stopped texting you because i felt like you didnt want to talk because you never text me anymore or even try to talk to me. in school you stare, so i wave but still its awkward. i remember all the mornings i used to meet you at your locker & walk home with you everyday<3 i miss you more then anything, even though you probably dont believe this at all. you were &_ still are my best friend for three years & i want to have the best friendship we had before<3 but i cant be the only one working on it. when i said i cant live without you i ment it, i dont know about you, it doesnt seem like you care. i want to know exactly how you feel &_ not just agree with me. somehow, someway let me know please, the only thing im asking for is my best friend back<3 ):
